Today was a tough day.
We got the keys to the new house and started the arduous task of moving in. The place we have lived for the last two years is a 2nd floor duplex. We actually really liked the space itself but hated parking on the street and not having a yard for Noah to play in. The new house has a big backyard and a beautiful deck for our bbq. Our bbq. Can I even call it that anymore?
I'm so mad.
I'm mad at Mike for not wanting the same things as me. I'm mad at myself for not taking more time to get to know him before we got married. What if this was it? What if this was my one shot to get it right and I blew it? What if Noah hates me for not trying harder to keep his parents together?
I'm so scared.
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It will be difficult to live under the same roof yet live separate lives. Are you prepared for that? Is Mike?
ReplyDeleteEither way, Noah will never hate you. Never. I thought that of my kids too, but they don't hate me, nor thier dad. We are the only parents they have. They have the right to love thier parents, and they are allowed that right by the both of us.
Just make sure you both agree 100% on any and all matters concerning the child and you will be fine. Back each other up, it is so important. anything less will make the child feel out of control and he will act out.
I know it's scary and I'm sorry. I've been through this, but not in your particular situation. This will be very hard for the both of you. But the way the two of you love your son, he will be fine, trust me on that.